Idea swiped from another friend's LJ...

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-Dhani

Needs advice about her daughter... She is INCREDIBLY Difficult about eating... she only eats a few different things, refuses to eat veggies, and does not really like fruit... so I need advice on how to get her to eat better...i can't do the "ok you don't eat what I make, you starve", cause she gets a wicked stomach ache and then throws up if she doesn't eat at regular intervals....HELP!!!!!

sigh...

Here without you - 3 doors down

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl (boy) it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

So.. my unemployment is now up... I have re-applied but I am not sure how long it will be...
and on top of that my Rent is due in a couple of days which I can afford... but my ambien.. nope can't afford that one right now.. luckily that is not one I absolutely NEED...

*grumble*

but on an upnote... I *MIGHT* Have the potential for a job... yes I know that sounds wierd... but I have to call them on monday and see what they say... it is not a great job, but hell its a job.. and at this point.. I would gladly shovel Horse-Shit if it paid me enough... this one is making phone calls, reading a script and recording the peoples answers.. not too bad... again not great.. and it is only 30 hours a week.. but that gives me time outside of work to work on my photography...the hours would be M-F 11am-5pm...

so please please send me all the good thoughts you can... I REALLY REALLY need this job

Tonight (well technically at this point last night).. I had some interesting conversations with a friend and I am on the verge of saying "Screw the corporate world" and attempting to follow my bliss... but I am scared out of my living mind...

I have no job at the moment... but I do have a camera...and the ability to go places at the moment (as long as it is not too far away) and some people in the past have even said they really really like my work... so I am debating saying screw the corporate world and start up Kiwi Artistry (don't ask how the name came about... it is a long story involving armored kiwi birds and poking my belly... ) But as I said..I am scared out of my mind... do I take that leap into the unknown and start up my business selling my work? or do I just keep doing what I have been... Granted... as Dr. Phil once said "How's that working for you?" well honestly at this point.. just doing the same old thing is not working... sigh... my horoscope said to wait till thursday to make any long term commitments.. so I will give it a couple more days to percolate in my brain... but any advice, comments or thoughts would be more than welcome!!

what do you all think??

oh and on a similar note: go Here to see some of my work :)

Snagged from everywhere...

“The problem with Livejournal is that we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other. Hence, I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don’t know about you.”

So… ask. Something you think you should know, but don’t.

Today is May 29th...
15 years ago it was May 29th, 1994... The day that I lost my dad....

A lot of people say "Just deal with it and move on" or "Time heals all wounds"...

This one... is never going to be fully healed....

My Dad and I never got along while I was growing up... He and I were too similar... I thought like him, walked like him, wanted to dress like him... every thing... this of course made me butt heads with him on a very regular basis... the last year before he died, we started to heal our relationship.. it got to the point when I would call him from college, I would ask for him first.. cause I wanted to tell him all the stuff going on in my life...
2 weeks before he died I wrote him a poem called "Daddy..." for his 51st birthday... he told me that it was the best present he ever had recieved... and as I later found out (2 weeks later) it was the Last present he would ever recieve...
( explaination of what happened to him behind cut to save from triggering people )

it is now 15 years later... I Can speak about it...but it still brings tears to my eyes and a lump in my throat...

This year to memorialize him.. I am getting a tattoo on my left arm... this has multiple reasons...and i will explain these in the next post... (which will have pics of the beginning of my tattoo...I would love to get the entire tattoo but I can't afford it right now... so I am just getting the bottom 1/3 of it done... (it is 3 pieces)

I miss him terribly....and to this day, if I ever saw the woman that did this to him.... she will not be happy....

*blessed rest to my father.... Alan Ross Robertson... May 11,1943- May 29, 1994*

• 19:20 @hfcougar: are you going to Panteria? #

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• 18:21 wants a do-over for yesterday and today please? #

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• 12:02 @purlav yay! :) #

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I am now on dreamwidth... my username over there is Dhani_mouse (since some people call me Dhani and some people call me Mouse.. it was easier to just combine the two :) LOL

*yay* Thanks Elizabear for the invite!!! :)

• 12:31 migraine is looming... sigh :( #

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• 20:45 @chrystie69 Have fun!! It is a great movie! #
• 21:21 Going to dinner at red robin then star trek movie #

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• 23:05 @purlav mmmmmmm meatballs! #

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• 19:24 At game keeper #
• 13:43 @hfcougar why stressed and paranoid? *hugs* #
• 14:09 sick and tired of being sick and tired!! Grumble.. #

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• 18:05 Just joined a twibe. Visit twibes.com/sca to join #
• 18:06 @chrystie69 HAPPY BIRTHDAY #

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if anyone has an extra dreamwidth invite code, I wouldn't mind one.. thanks!

• 08:52 Bringing the little spawn to dr for follow up from her er visit #
• 09:24 For the record burping while drinking iced coffee hurts #
• 10:41 Spawn is having an ekg #
• 13:13 Ekg looked normal will post update when i get home #

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Running out of spoons... anyone got some extras I can have... *Please??*

• 19:10 At hospital with catey she is having problems breathing #
• 20:28 Just left hospital no known cause for cateys breathing issues
  heading to RI now #
• 21:49 Home... Still no clue as to why she had probs breathing... she is still having some issues... she is sleeping with me tonight so I can watch #

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