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-Dhani
“The problem with Livejournal is that we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other. Hence, I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don’t know about you.”
So… ask. Something you think you should know, but don’t.
15 years ago it was May 29th, 1994... The day that I lost my dad....
A lot of people say "Just deal with it and move on" or "Time heals all wounds"...
This one... is never going to be fully healed....
My Dad and I never got along while I was growing up... He and I were too similar... I thought like him, walked like him, wanted to dress like him... every thing... this of course made me butt heads with him on a very regular basis... the last year before he died, we started to heal our relationship.. it got to the point when I would call him from college, I would ask for him first.. cause I wanted to tell him all the stuff going on in my life...
2 weeks before he died I wrote him a poem called "Daddy..." for his 51st birthday... he told me that it was the best present he ever had recieved... and as I later found out (2 weeks later) it was the Last present he would ever recieve...
( explaination of what happened to him behind cut to save from triggering people )
it is now 15 years later... I Can speak about it...but it still brings tears to my eyes and a lump in my throat...
This year to memorialize him.. I am getting a tattoo on my left arm... this has multiple reasons...and i will explain these in the next post... (which will have pics of the beginning of my tattoo...I would love to get the entire tattoo but I can't afford it right now... so I am just getting the bottom 1/3 of it done... (it is 3 pieces)
I miss him terribly....and to this day, if I ever saw the woman that did this to him.... she will not be happy....
*blessed rest to my father.... Alan Ross Robertson... May 11,1943- May 29, 1994*
- Mood:
and sad
*yay* Thanks Elizabear for the invite!!! :)
- Mood:
accomplished
- 20:45 @chrystie69 Have fun!! It is a great movie! #
- 21:21 Going to dinner at red robin then star trek movie #
- 19:24 At game keeper #
- 13:43 @hfcougar why stressed and paranoid? *hugs* #
- 14:09 sick and tired of being sick and tired!! Grumble.. #
- 18:05 Just joined a twibe. Visit twibes.com/sca to join #
- 18:06 @chrystie69 HAPPY BIRTHDAY #
- 08:52 Bringing the little spawn to dr for follow up from her er visit #
- 09:24 For the record burping while drinking iced coffee hurts #
- 10:41 Spawn is having an ekg #
- 13:13 Ekg looked normal will post update when i get home #
- Mood:
frustrated
- 19:10 At hospital with catey she is having problems breathing #
- 20:28 Just left hospital no known cause for cateys breathing issues
heading to RI now # - 21:49 Home... Still no clue as to why she had probs breathing... she is still having some issues... she is sleeping with me tonight so I can watch #
- 23:04 I am around... kinda sleepy but not 100% ready to go sleep... took meds... waiting till they kick in... #
- 23:24 Test #
- 01:12 @hfcougar Happy new year to you too! :) #
- 00:21 @xianoth coolies :) #
- 00:35 thinks her brain is now toasty... stuff on her screen is moving on its on and wobbling.... and I can't tyyep straing... I should go to beddd #
- 21:32 74 outside .... temp in my apartment (has to be over 85) UGH I hate 3rd floors #
- 01:49 ugh can't sleep and I have to be up stupid early #
- 08:57 *hates the fact that things hit bank account when they are not expected..* *Crawls back under her covers* #
- 15:34 yay for popsicles on 87 degree days #
